so I'm back after a short while. I lost my enthusiasm back then and now it's back, in a more...hrmm...depressing manner, I shall say.
Let's just say: "It's been delayed to another couple of weeks."
That's my official answer to the question of: "So Su, have you gotten your job yet?" Yes yes. Confirmation to my application have been delayed to another couple of weeks. I'm getting more restless and less confident as the days go by. Am-I-in-am-i-not question is still not answered, but postponed.
I'm scared. I've been pinning my hopes on this particular job application. I know it's gonna be tough but heyhey, what's life without it's obstacle right? That job will just be a miniature life course to me, so why not just go through it with much enthusiasm right? Yeayness!
But it's been postponed so enthusiasm is channelled to restlessness and major boredom. Shall just fill my time with baking i guess. Happiness starting to fill me up(:
Like I said before, I don't adore changes nor do I embrace them. But it IS a fact of life that I've got to live with. Changes have always made me uncomfortable. Changes should always be subtle, a factor that not many choose to make the transition easier for people around them. Changes should always be for YOURSELF and NOT for OTHERS. and you should NEVER force others to change when they are not ready to.
Trust me in this. Though I'm no expert, I'm just someone who observes(:
