Ramadhan is over...
Felt so wasted this year.
Only went for terawih once this year.
Jangan cakap yg sunat,
yang wajib pun terlepas most of the time.
So sad, or rather, devastated that the long awaited month is over so fast.
Felt so empty and isolated.
Didnt get to do my part this year.
I pray and I pray,
If God is willing to let me stay,
To let me witness the barakah of next year's Ramadhan and to compensate, InsyaAllah...
The joys of Aidilfitri still not felt.
Yes I'm excited to meet family and frens.
But remembering the things that should have happened,
tears flow...
Emptiness have been my companion so quite some time now and it doesn't feel weird anymore.
God,
please give me strenght to carry on.
to go thru the days with a strong heart and iman.
For I can only turn to you...
On a lighter note,
I, Suhailah Munajat wishes all the Muslims in the world,
a Happy Aidilfitri and hapiehapie joyjoy with ur loved ones(:
Sepuluh jari disusun rapi,
Jari kaki pn join sekali,
Su post message to say," I'm sorry,
to all my frens and family."
Safe Day Rayer sumer,
Berhati-hati di jalan rayer(:
Loves,
Su.Hai.Lah