So here I am.
I give up you know.
I really don't know what you are up to.
You tell me to move on.
OUHHHHKAYYYY.
I got your message.
And then I receive another one.
So wassup with that?
pfft.
So I told you to make up your mind.
I'm done waiting.
I'm tired.
Do whatever you want.
You know where you can find me.
For now, what I can say is that,
"You're a confused guy."
I'm just having fun as of now.
enjoying whenever I can before responsibilities take over me again.
I seriously dunno what to say.
But what I know is that,
I'm happy with what I am now.
No words can represent how I feel anymore.
Its just plain emotions(:
Loves,
Su.Hai.Lah
So two days of attachment at J Division done-d(:
The experience is..urm...
interesting??
hahaksz...
It's an eye-opener cz you get to see a looooooot of things...
or rather different things, if you get what I mean.
But I'm not easily satisfied.
Let's just see how things go.
For now I'm sleepy..
Even after a cup of caffeine..
pfft
My body's not responding to caffeine anymore...
DANG!!!!
but at least I can enjoy it without guilt(:
hehe...
Im dying to buy the Twilight Saga,
so Payday, please come fast....
pretty pleaseeee *twinkle in the eyes like Puss in Boots*
An I need someone to accompany me.
Any volunteers?
Love,
Su.Hai.Lah
1. 32GB iTouch2. Casio watchSo that's my shopping list for next month for now.
And it shall stick that way.
I hope.
omg.
I'm turning into such a shopping freak.
Bookout jer shopping, Bookout jer shopping.
How to save money for wedding, you tell me???
Not just wedding oni you noe.
I need to save up for studies la, car la, marriage la, house la........
and the list goes on and on and on and on......
Nevermind I guess...
It's not always I spend this way.
It better stays like this.
If not I cant get my degree on time and my dream wedding.
HAHA!
Dream on!!!!
Not about my degree but my wedding...
I dun even have a nominee for that 'Soulmate' category, how to get married????
So I've been rambling on and on about marriage..
pfft...
depressed!
Urm...not really la...
Weddings have always made me happy but I dunno why,
this particular wedding made me a wee bit sad.
Im happy for the bride and groom.
The bride is my second cousin so its great to see them start a new life with someone the love,
but I was kinda down, and cranky, when I saw them.
pfft!
selfish girl.
It's someone's happy day and you had to feel sad.
I'm crazy.
I guess I dun have to tell you for you to know right???
haha
Ouh wells...
If it's meant to be, it's meant to be.
I'm tired.
off to bed now.
Dun miss me people.
Goodnight(:
Loves,
Su.Hai.Lah
So I haven't been in here for quite some time.
Template has gone crazy...
but the main thing is, I should start updating...
Haha.
okae2.
Last entry was the week after my burfday.
Sucky burfday.
But I hope to haf a gud year ahead.
It seems to be kicking off well.
Ouh well.
Im excited for I dunno what.
Just keeping myself positively recharged I guess.
Won't be such a hard task for me to do but sometimes, everyone needs a bit of a push.
A lot has happened since then.
I like to believe that I have grown both mentally and emotionally in these times.
Physically no la..
I'm still as short as ever.
haha.
But I think I've became more muscular..
wootwoot..
Aniways...
I've been slacking at hm since friday but not for long...
wootwoot...
working dis weekend...
Scared but can't wait...
hehe...
It'll be fun...I guess(:
I've got loads of things to say but I dunno wat to say...
ouh wells..i shall save it for later...
hmm....
Good night world...
Loves,
Su.Hai.Lah
Celebrating Burfday in camp was kinda sucky...
Okae2...
I didnt reli celebrate it...
I ran my way through it..
A great way to welcome my 2nd Decade on Earth..
heh..
Ran 2.4km early in the morning that day and was dead scared.
haha!
Penakot...2.4km jer da kecut..aper jer..
so in the end, I ran 2.8km...
was so blardy enthu...
padahal it was a calculation error...
Clocked 16:40mins for 7 rounds and was blardy hapie I tell u!
wat do u expect..
When I first came in, I clocked a pathetic 19:20 mins for 2.4 and now..!
I should have clocked 14:45mins if i ran 6 rounds...
Kool keperrrr!
hapie oi...
n OUH!
HTA oso gave me a Bdae pressie..
a new room in Bravo at level 4!!!!
haha..
Dorg pn nk join in the fun la kan...haha!
Its weird but ouh wells...gotta get used to it I guess....
FI also gave me a 'celebration'...haha!
stakat pegi Cafeteria jerrrr...
but at least better than nothing knnn?
This week have been tiring and we felt sooooo abandoned...
being thrown here and there but we're getting used to it...
heh...
Got a Sofa bed from parents, chocs and Pooh plush toy from bros this year...
wootwoot...
da 20 but I still look like a kid...
I wanna act like a kid..
can I?????
Let's enjoice while we can(:
Loves,
Su.Hai.Lah
Ramadhan is over...
Felt so wasted this year.
Only went for terawih once this year.
Jangan cakap yg sunat,
yang wajib pun terlepas most of the time.
So sad, or rather, devastated that the long awaited month is over so fast.
Felt so empty and isolated.
Didnt get to do my part this year.
I pray and I pray,
If God is willing to let me stay,
To let me witness the barakah of next year's Ramadhan and to compensate, InsyaAllah...
The joys of Aidilfitri still not felt.
Yes I'm excited to meet family and frens.
But remembering the things that should have happened,
tears flow...
Emptiness have been my companion so quite some time now and it doesn't feel weird anymore.
God,
please give me strenght to carry on.
to go thru the days with a strong heart and iman.
For I can only turn to you...
On a lighter note,
I, Suhailah Munajat wishes all the Muslims in the world,
a Happy Aidilfitri and hapiehapie joyjoy with ur loved ones(:
Sepuluh jari disusun rapi,
Jari kaki pn join sekali,
Su post message to say," I'm sorry,
to all my frens and family."
Safe Day Rayer sumer,
Berhati-hati di jalan rayer(:
Loves,
Su.Hai.Lah
The past weekend was effin fun!~
Went to Geylang..TWICE!
ate at Popeyes for break fast...
and the most important thing is....
I AM NO LONGER BROKE!!!!!!!!!!
not for long i guess...
haha
with Hari Raya cuming up and all that,
money is running up fast tooooo
But it's okae..
it's only once a year...
and not often am I this rich so....
let me share the joy with the rest(:
Till next week.
hapiehapie joyjoy preparing for Raya :D
Loves,
Su.Hai.Lah
and ouh!
this week I cleared what I'm supposed to clear...
Happy oiiii!~
I am so blardy proud of myself~!
wootwoot!~
and ouh...
I made a discovery...
Women use their heart and men use their brains right???
It's because they use their strong point...
like, women are better at dealing with matters of the heart...
and men kinda suck at that, so that's why they use their brains(:
Joyride or what!
I had fun trying to supress my screams yesterday...
but ouh wellsss..
Thank guys(:
