I'm back from nowhere. Been so busy slacking in the day and roaming aimlessly online at night. So, recently a lot of people have been ringing bells in my head. No. Not wedding bells. That will have to ring later in life when I've got the money and the mental capacity of a wife okae. heh These bells are just random bells that have not rung for quite some time.
These are the chimes to those bells, "Maybe later, 5 years maybe." "Ouh, I just need to do something." "It's just the right thing to do now." "I really want it too, but it's not the right time." "I don't want to make a decision now." "YES I can do it."
Scared? Maybe. Doubtful? Sort of. Happy? Deep inside. Angry? Surfacing.
It's weird. All these feelings. Jumbled up into one. Like when you bake a cake, here you are trying to mix all the ingredients together. AND. woohoo! It's coming well together. That's a scary thing actually. All the individual feelings coming together to become one. All the best.
And to remind myself. If I don't get it this time, I'm so getting the other one the next time!
Not forgetting, All the best to the athletes of Team Singapore that is participating in the 2009 Singapore Asian Youth Games. and don't forget to have fun(:
you're still flipping too fast. the crayons are still trying to colour you nicely
