So I'm back for a short while(:wootwoots.The past few days have been eye-opening.I won't deny that I was homesick though.I wanted to cry and run home.Because I didn't have my normal camp mates (a.k.a Lin and the rest) with me.And also because there was a bed.I miss Krokodil.I miss my family.And I was, and still am, scared.Would I be able to take it?Boy,I hope I can(:For now,just a self reminder,"Su, you are just going to OBS every week with PE everyday(:"So in case I forget that reminder,please remind me kae friends(:And guys, please stop staring at us.We are normal people too.You are making me nervous.And it doesn't hurt to be a LIL bit more respectful to others(:P.S. I look like a boy!dear...
pls take care of urself.
i'll always be here for u no matter what.
and i want a 3-room flat in the North pls(:
Love,
Su.Hai.Lah
This weekend has been sucky.Definitely not the way to spend my last 'unemployed' weekend.My heart aches just thinking about it.Things just didn't go the way I planned it to be.Yar...We can only plan but eventually He will decide what happens.*direct translation of: "Kita hanya merancang, Tuhan yang menentukan."*But you can't help but think that certain things can turn out differently.It wasn't all that bad la...Saturday was spent with my family.My aunts and uncles, along with their kids, aka my cousins,came over my place.Was sort of my sending off party la....Siap dengan pulut kuning, kari daging, roti kirai, ice cream and cake!!!Well, actually cake is for my grandmum but ouh wells...tumpang glamour la..!hahaIt was like a birthday party(:but I haven't had this kind of gathering for soooooo long,so yesterday was a happy occasion.but still kinda sad for me...I wanted to cry most of the time.I held on.Because I know I'm strong.I think.i can't blame u.
but let me tell u this.
no matter how far i will be,
im still here.
stuck on u.
So I hereby declare that from 22 July 2009 onwards,I will be....BOTAKKKK!!!!Not literally though...HAHA!!!I'm not mad to shave all my hair off!!!I don't even like guys with a look that is gonna speed them to their mid-life crisis!Though I have a love-hate relationship with my 'crown',I adore it, you know...And back to the actual updates,I finally got the confirmation that I've been waiting for...I'll be starting my 6 months in-camp training at Home Team Academy next week.Yesyes...22 July 2009, Wednesday, 10am
Start of new life.Start of a new discovery.And hell yeah I'm scared.It's not that simple, the life you've got to sacrifice, the freedom that you've got to let go.And of course the comfy bed which will only be mine for 2 nights a week.Come to think of it again,it's something I've always looked forward to.I've always liked camps, running around, getting drilled and pressured.I'm somehow satisfied by it.Weird girl.haha!Meanwhile,I've got a lot of catching up to do.Let's see...Thursday: Date with love<3
Friday: Family timeSaturday: Family timeSunday: GFsMonday: Elims Corp(:Tuesday: GFsThen Wednesday is D DAYYYYY!!!woots!I can't believe I'm doing this.But woohoo!I'm serving the country seyyy!and guys, please don't bully me...yes I might be strong but I'll ROAR!!!!!i promise you i won't be naughty.
but i can't promise you if the rest won't be naughty.
hehe(:
happy 21st month dear<3
Loves,
Su.Hai.Lah
That is what I call most of my friends who went in to their National Service.It's actually true right?They're bald and most of them wear green so it kinda fits..haha!Seriously, I've got nothing to blog about,but all I can say is that,I'm feeling quite hopeful right now(:Dreams and aspirations don't happen overnight,but they do flourish under the constant supervision of ambition and determination.That shall keep me going.For now...i'm yours.
all yours.
and it's because i feel at home
when i'm with you.
Loves,
Su.Hai.Lah
So I have been enlightened.And before I start anything,
let me begin with a phrase I heard in the movie P.S. I Love You."If you are all alone, remember, we're in it together."So back to the enlightenment that I had.haha.Went to Mendaki Club's Graduates' Tea at Furama Riverfront Hotel with Lin on Saturdayand boy was I happy!Not because I got to eat the free yumyum food,but because it made me feel hopeful(:Yeahhhh..I've been feeling a wee bit hopeless this past few weeks waiting for confirmation and receiving cancellations,but all in all, this past week had lifted my spirits higher up that usual(:The Grads' Tea was sooooo nice.As in the content is soooo relevant to what we are facing now.Like seriously,Most of my cohort are still jobless or just holding part-time jobs.Yesyes, times are bad, but that's not an excuse right???
But tell me about it man.
It's kinda sucky in a good way.
We're all holding on to what we have.
And one tip to share from the Grads' Tea
Networking is essential.As simple as that and I hope it all works out for you(:
Kudos to Mendaki Club for organising the great event that gave hope to people like me...
Haha!
But seriously, it was a great event that promotes optimism and determination that is beginning to run dry in this harsh reality.
Ouh wells...
All the bestest to everyone out there.
Woots!
So let's talk about less serious stuff.
woohoo!
Reached home at around 1230a.m. yesterday...
Was busy enjoying and nearly losing my voice shouting at Nabin.
Haha!
Ancients had a gathering yesterday to celebrate special occassions and gosh I feel old.
Ancient la katerkn.haha!
I had fun meeting up with those I haven't seen in a while and catching up...
So to round off the event, let's just say I'll be smiling about it while I sleep for quite sometime(:
You Know, I Know :D
was watching P.S. I Love You just now.
I can't imagining the same thing happening to me.
You're the only one
and I promise,
it won't happen again.
Loves,
Su.Hai.Lah
Good times come in different packages.You can have it cheap,free,exquisite,vintage,orpriceless...It's just how you look at it.For me,it's just spending time with loved ones.That's all.No matter where, no matter what.Just that.That was the random part of my post.Word of the day (for yesterday):'Technical'I think I heard that word countless time at the SPMLS Sub-comm AGM 2009.Usage melampau oi.haha!But I had a great time seeing those faces again.Though I didn't know the names of most of them,it's always refreshing to see new faces.And of course nice to see the old ones(:Had fun laughing and dropping a whole lot of things yesterday.But ouh wells...I miss you guys.Next up, TGIF or...Thank God it's ______(insert any other day)with gurlfriends(:WOOHOO!!!it's all for you.
sometimes you're weird.
but that's why you're you.
Today is sort of my ideal day(:Woke up late,bathed, ate and what nots,finished my book,watched TV,laid around,ate durians (yumyum),hanged out with friendsand that's it. a mix of everything I can do in one day,without wearing ME out.That's it.Okae okae.I want an adventure but so what?All I want is SOMETHING TO DOOOOO!!!I went on a job interview on Thursday.It was kind of a 'happy' job.You know, a smile-and-say-hi-have-a-nice-day kinda job,but nah.Didn't get the job.Bukan rezeki la kater kn.And challenges come in different forms.I had mine.But what made it hurt so much,like rubbing salt to the wound,was that,I saw the lady, who was in the SAME interview as me, in the JOB!!!GERAM oi!!!Da tak dapat tu takper la...Ni macam tunjuk depan muker,right INTO YOUR face that,"Nah, YOU didn't get the job."Let's get this straight,I'm not angry at her.I'm happy she got the job.I'm just angry at myself that I didn't get the job.Maybe not angry la...Just disappointed.Cause, I was kinda confident.But nah.Bukan rezeki kau Su.and OUH!Perlumbaan Menakjubkan Sang Singa Purba wasAWESOME la seyyyy!okae okae so I wasn't in much of the funbut woohoo!I had fun walking from Siloso to Tanjung Beach,which is like FREAKING far.Ida dgn Kecik ni pn melampau...Dari hujung ker hujung sey.naseb aku tk yah lari.Pengsan oi, saper mau layannnn?!haha!Setelah sekian lama tidak berjumpa,pertemuan sedemikian amat menghiburkan.wawah.Melayu la Su.I'm so proud(:hahaReally,I had fun running2, waving2, ketawer2...woohoo!Biler lagi bleh buat keje macam tu ehk?damnitlaaaaaSuddenly mood gone.Spoiler sey.Mcm maen yoyo sey.Sometimes things will be fine.Sometimes not.When you open the door, your guest doesn't want to come in.But when it's closed shut, your guest keeps on peering into your house.Tak geram ker tu?I'm tired of opening the door and chasing the guest into the house.I'm tired of just standing at the doorway as the guest disappears.I'm tired of being ditched.Fugg la.and just for the record.i don't like bandung.makes my stomach whirl.it doesnt make everything better.
just makes me feel worse.
tug of war.
Loves,
Su.Hai.Lah
ouh gosh!it's the 2nd of July already.How time flies when you are...urm...when you are discovering new things?hmm...I thought we were still in the March-April kinda period you know.The still getting used to the routine, schedule, year sorta thing.I need to do something.and I miss performing...!!ROAR!!I miss all of you guys too...But ouh welllssss...n Ouh!We are so sorry we didn't come down to support the Singapore Team during their football match with Thailand that day.It's not that we didn't want to support a losing team.We just had too many excuses for that day.We're sorry.Win or lose,you did us proud boys.And the same goes to all the athletes.WOOHOO!!!random?I know.All the best to all of them.and yar...Have you ever wonderedwhy most people have even numbered closest friends?Do I make sense?It's 3am in the morning anyway.soI should go to sleep huh?and I should stop pealing the skin off my lips.It hurts and it's gonna be swollen if I don't stop.Bad habit Su...and ouh.Wish me all the best tomorrow.and all the best to you toooo(:just getting used to things.
So the word of the day is:THANK YOU.Why Thank You?I don't know.Maybe it's because Fazli, Kelvin and me had a hard time replying to people who say 'thank you' to us.All kinds of irrelevant words are said in return.Like,"It's okae.""Mmm."and last but not least,"Thank You."Yeahyeah. Who says 'thank you' when replying to someone else who said 'thank you' to you right?Kelvin does.Haha!Had a great time laughing with you guys just now.And if Kelvin and Faz were secretly born in Thailand,what are you guys doing in Singapore ehh???And OUH!We didn't take a picture just nowwwww!alahhhhNevermind.Guys, maintain your elongated figures till we meet next time aite(:Today,
I discovered new things.
1. There are 2 types of Salsa, Cuban Salsa and Los Angeles Salsa.2. Azlin and I should have discovered the dance classes earlier, and not on the last day of our membership.3. I seriously miss dancing and Aizat.4. Shia LaBeouf screams like a girl.5. Megan Fox is so darn hot. Too hot to be a transexual. Or maybe that is why I think she is HOTHOTHOT.6. And that I think I talk too much in the movies.So basically I had fun today with my friends(:Salsa in the afternoon.Korean lunch and a super cool movie later that same afternoon.WOOHOO!sugar rush.Transformers 2: Revenge of the Fallen is so freaking awesome.Though it was confusing as I'm not a fan,the graphics' a killer man!!!Bumblebee is soo effin kiut and so are the twins.And the Decepticons remind me of Power Ranger's Megazord.Megan tops the who's hot list.Shia, Josh and Tyrese are hot too.woohoo!*who are they?your friends???*and a secret confession."I'll turn lesbian for Megan Fox."
shh...
And if rumour of her being a transexual is actually true,
I'll stick to being straight.
heh(;Speaking of Power Rangers,I dreamt I was a Yellow Ranger a few days back.But we, and I mean Wan(he's the Black Ranger) and me, had a problem.We couldn't morph so we had to change into our ranger outfits.As in changing clothes, you know,take your shirt off, put your shirt on.That kinda stuff.But we had to do so without people knowing so changing in the toilets isn't our best option you know.Cool dream I tell you.I would love to be a Ranger(:and don't ask me why Wan was the Black Ranger.I didn't pick the Rangers.Zordon did.and lastly.Tips for those in love with Libras.Check it out.It's ubberly true.!ROAR!http://www.wikihow.com/Love-a-Libraand OUH!I need to do a to-do list.That's the first thing on my non-existent to-do list. Can't wait for Harry Potter on the 16 July.And I NEED a JOB!the colouring book keeps on flipping away
when the crayons are not done colouring.
crayon kinda dull right now
Loves,Su.Hai.Lah
