Today is sort of my ideal day(: Woke up late, bathed, ate and what nots, finished my book, watched TV, laid around, ate durians (yumyum), hanged out with friends and that's it. a mix of everything I can do in one day, without wearing ME out. That's it. Okae okae. I want an adventure but so what? All I want is SOMETHING TO DOOOOO!!!
I went on a job interview on Thursday. It was kind of a 'happy' job. You know, a smile-and-say-hi-have-a-nice-day kinda job, but nah. Didn't get the job. Bukan rezeki la kater kn. And challenges come in different forms. I had mine.
But what made it hurt so much, like rubbing salt to the wound, was that, I saw the lady, who was in the SAME interview as me, in the JOB!!! GERAM oi!!! Da tak dapat tu takper la... Ni macam tunjuk depan muker, right INTO YOUR face that, "Nah, YOU didn't get the job."
Let's get this straight, I'm not angry at her. I'm happy she got the job. I'm just angry at myself that I didn't get the job. Maybe not angry la... Just disappointed. Cause, I was kinda confident. But nah. Bukan rezeki kau Su.
and OUH! Perlumbaan Menakjubkan Sang Singa Purba was AWESOME la seyyyy! okae okae so I wasn't in much of the fun but woohoo! I had fun walking from Siloso to Tanjung Beach, which is like FREAKING far. Ida dgn Kecik ni pn melampau... Dari hujung ker hujung sey. naseb aku tk yah lari. Pengsan oi, saper mau layannnn?! haha!
Setelah sekian lama tidak berjumpa, pertemuan sedemikian amat menghiburkan. wawah. Melayu la Su. I'm so proud(: haha
Really, I had fun running2, waving2, ketawer2... woohoo! Biler lagi bleh buat keje macam tu ehk?
damnitlaaaaa Suddenly mood gone. Spoiler sey. Mcm maen yoyo sey. Sometimes things will be fine. Sometimes not. When you open the door, your guest doesn't want to come in. But when it's closed shut, your guest keeps on peering into your house. Tak geram ker tu? I'm tired of opening the door and chasing the guest into the house. I'm tired of just standing at the doorway as the guest disappears. I'm tired of being ditched. Fugg la.
and just for the record. i don't like bandung. makes my stomach whirl.
it doesnt make everything better. just makes me feel worse. tug of war.
